Mess Artist Statement

Mess Artist Statement:
This brain-storming exercise has revealed to me the importance of investigating complexities and nuances in my exploration of the young female experience and in my use of paint. I am interested in collage / overlapping layers of paint to inform my exploration of both vulnerability and resilience. To fill holes in this "mess" and execute my intentions,  I will :1) develop complex compositions by creating elaborate surfaces and using drawing language 2) consider more deeply my relationship to the reality of occupying a young female body and failing to meet expectations / standards of beauty 3) imagine ways in which this reality could contrast or compare to an alternate experience of empowerment. Specifics are important to me and make my work stronger, so I will make sure to actively refer to inspiration from my travels / readings / interests: 1) collage on the sides of buildings I observed in Nicaragua and Costa Rica - competing for space and attention 2) sensuality as a unique feminine power used to undermine men (Greek sirens, nymphs, witches, femme fatale) 3) shrines & collections of objects to personify someone, even posthumously 4) primordial connection between women and earth 5) recurring patterns of birds 6) co-existence of multiple ecosystems in nature - relationship to co-existing realities (readings from "Black Elk Speaks" and experiences with Native American beliefs- crossing over into spirit world).